by Pilosopong Balot
What I hated about being sleepless is having this mood swings. Yup, my cortisol level is hitting at a high note again. I guess this long idling without work and the feeling of defeat of not finding work for so long is knocking on my nerves now. Sometimes it scares me but really i am putting everything in a air tight bottle so that not an inch of worry would translate to my actions and my face(but i guess not in my words here)
I definitely did well this morning on my interview, and I wish that's what my 3 panel interviewer felt too when they put me in barrage of questions in that 40 minute long carnage. I am surprised how funny are they but still keeps an aura of stature. I felt a bit nervous and candidly asked them to bear with me as I need time to get used to the situation (Yup, I always honestly tell what I feel which I don't think if would be a detrimental on my part). But I feel confident despite sweating a bit early on. The interview went and i got good points but also have bad ones that's when i start to review items from my old job which took me awhile to answer. Yeah, everything i wrote down on my Resume was asked to me.
Before the Interview went to an end, I again asked for the panels name, I am really bad at names and they joked that i should asked it firmly at the beginning. I feel great about it though The small guy, which thought i was a Chinese, thought that my qualification is above what they were looking for. They are just giving me an opportunity for a Technician Position. I actually told them that its not a problem as long as the salary is good too(really have no idea if that was a good answer) But I said that given the chance to have an internal hiring the looks for an Engineer, might as well go for it. :)
I stand and told them how I looked after the stability of the Company as my first criteria in finding a Job as it will assure me that my future will be secured. And told them how i felt about the 1st interview which is an interactive one that comprised of 3 Group Activities. That i really love it and really enjoyed and really speaks out how dynamic the company is by giving everyone a chance to speak, defend and respond to the situation.
Well, at the end i told them how greatful I am that I was given a chance to speak to them and show what I am, though I am really not good at interviews, but i guess I did my all and I pray I'll be picked for the Position.
I might not get any sleep later as i will start to review everything that went during this interview. As always, I need to think positive about this. Always look to the bright side of the situation despite being in a bad spell.
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| Me(w/ the Kinect Xbox), ChingCath(B-day Girl) and Cookie |
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| Aldrin, ChingCath(B-day Girl) and Cookie |
Yes, I had a great night, the meet up with Cookie, Ching and her Brother makes my feeling eased. I really thank God for bringing good people closer to me. Being away from home has its toll, But God always shows His grace in many ways. Loneliness is matter of perspective, it is how you define life which triggers emotions. I am just sleepless, I am not alone.
I am not ME if I will feel ALONE
04132011
Pblogger No.4
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